what happens when two people really like each other, but everything just isn't aligned for things to work out?
i'm being really stupid and crying a lot now. today dutchie leaves for the dam. i'll be sending him off to the airport. i don't know what's going to happen but judging from the fucking hot mess that i am now eating breakfast and sobbing like a lil bitch getting ready for work, tonight's not going to look very good.