I was going to make a cover of this song, and send it to him. That was before he told me he has made up his mind. I guess people who stray tend to stay with their partners in the end.
I'm trying very hard to pick up the pieces. I decided to be the better man and we FaceTimed for the last time, and I told him that if E makes him happy, then I'm happy for him. He told me to lash out at him and be angry, and I told him I'm not angry at all. He's my first love after all, and I doubt I'll ever be able to forget him. I just have to not be affected when I'm remembering him.
I'm trying to follow these steps. How funny.
My heart literally aches. It really does.